read a story from shiwei's blog.. gees.. really is a sad story.. but well.. i guess the morale of the story.. is to cherish the opportunities that fate and destiny has given u.. dun do things u noe u will regret.. tell her how much she means to u.. tell her wad u really feel.. because u nvr noe... that she's been thinking the same as u =/ .. and yea.. that kinda feeling.. aint good.. aint good at all ..
What a feeling!
backache... supposed to slp.. hahs... some things on my mind... is this the irony of life.. u gain some things , u lose some.. been listening to praise songs.. another name for those songs played in churches.... kinda nice.. relaxing.. hahs.. u noe sometimes.. if u have something on ur mind... better to speak it up... although keeping it to urself to u seems to the best choice .. maybe u wouldnt want to incur ur problems to the close ones around u... but.. the way u're handling things .. its making ppl worry.. so well.. wadever happens.. there are friends tht will be there to support u up... we are ur arms of combat.. the combat against all the problems whichever u are facing =) thats wad xillers are for =)
What a feeling!
Friday, September 29, 2006
omg... i seriously cant imagine how the BLOODY HELL he get into SIM. basically his ENGLISH SUCKS LIKE DOG.... i didnt want to say till he's that bad.. but WTF man.. the command of english he's using is like A BLOODY PRIMARY ONE KID.. OR EVEN WORST.. what the fuck.. did u just fail english or u bloody dun have a sense in the language english.. wake up ur idea please.. ur english really sucks... seriously.. i cross my heart and wanna tell u that ur english is the worst i ever seen.. and u're a SINGAPOREAN.. wtf man.. ur 10 years of school didnt seem to have benefitted u.. u truly sucks bloody !@#E)!E$!@)# i dunno wad to describe u also already.. zzz..
What a feeling!
Thursday, September 28, 2006
kinda cocked up presentation today... sianed.. lol.. after that went to fernando with shiwei.. super budjet sia.. lol.. both add together only got 60 bucks.. so ordered 2 jugs.. and was really like sipping it at the end.. haha.. played pool and had fun.. haha.. soon la.. nxt time.. open $138 martell.. hahas.. kinda broke now though .. lol.. oh.. bought a brown leather converse shoe on tues.. nice but kinda tight... my heels were kinda aching and had trouble walking.. lol.. not used to the new shoes.. anyway.. I LOVE IT. haha nxt should be a jacket.. heehehehehe
- u make the loneliness easy to bear
What a feeling!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
bad day at school... stupid econs lecturer.. came back home.. fire burns.. gees.. hate mondays.. anyway.. preparing for my presentation on weds.. if lessons can be conducted at home.. damned good.. lol.. i wanna shop now.. jacket / shoe / watch.. and if possible.. jeans.. hahs.. spending money fast ... hafta control abit..
What a feeling!
Monday, September 25, 2006
if only life is like nowadays... i mean weekends.. peaceful.. sunny sundays.. listening to jazz songs.. enjoying my life.. no worries.. at night go pubbing with buddies.. yea.. hahs.. and another side.. im starting to doubt myself.. sometimes.. if its nt possible.. clinging on and hurting either ownself or other isnt gd.. lol.. maybe god wants me to really feel what's loneliness.. den one day.. i will learn to appreciate ppl beside me.. tht day.. sort of a small quarrel with my bud.. den went to slp.. tht night.. couldnt slp.. keep thinking bout e quarrel.. hahs.. den around sunrise.. i finally gave myself a smile.. and went to slp peacefully.. reason : i wouldnt think so much if he wasnt such a gd buddy.. so.. upon tht small quarrel.. i gained something.. i learned that.. i was DAMNED lucky to have da 5 buddies with me.. that night.. i suddenly was damned afraid to lose a fren.. and yea.. damned afraid.. lol.. and e pessimistic side came when i tot of tht.. like nxt time see each other dun talk.. or even hate each other.. blabla.. but well.. in e end... things turned out nt as bad.. thru it.. i learned a valuable lesson.. lesson to cherish.. =) afterall.. we are XILLERS... wahahahaha.. and btw.. we will soon be called.. 6 Fishermans -.- hehehe
What a feeling!
Sunday, September 24, 2006
did a new skin last night.. sudden urge to do one.. hahas.. well.. here it is =) .. and jazz music is nice.. lol.. went pubbing last night with buds.. not bad.. was at a street between chinatown and clarke quay.. but had some trouble finding it at first.. took us like near 45 minutes to find it.. walked up and down the whole of clarke quay.. lol.. had fun in the end .. lol.. pub name : fernando if im nt wrong.. lol.. and that street had a nice ambience.. feels like not in singapore.. or isit finally we will be entering the world of night spots in singapore.. hahas.. saw many pubs thr.. some with nice names.. Archipelago.. lol.. and one more i forgot.. but well.. shud be going there soon again? i hope.. and this time.. WITH MONEY.. hahas.. geez.. its a sunny sunday again.. lol.. tune in to Class 95 FM on sundays =) superb
What a feeling!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
strange as it seems.. hahs.. everytime my fone is out of batt or its in my room while im at com or its in silent mode and away from me.. whenever i am inaccessible to my fone.. whenever i go to it.. i see ur msges.. hahs.. isit fate pushing us away frm each other.. or.. we are jus parallel lines.. though perfect lines as it seems.. it nvr interacts.. but.. we noe.. we'll always be beside each other =)
What a feeling!
Monday, September 18, 2006
all my life by K-Ci & JoJo is nice =) meaningful and sweet lyrics.. hahs... i would prefer a quiet school life.. jus go to sch and do my stuffs.. no one bothering bout me.. talk to me.. however......... project works nid to be done.. group ones.. sians.. i dun like to talk at sch.. wierd.. lol.. seem to be out of place also.. jus different frequencies.. hahs.. perhaps thats better.. lesser involvement.. lesser troubles
What a feeling!
Sunday, September 17, 2006
i love the feeling at the airport... the feeling of going overseas... the feeling of checking in the customs... walking into the plane through the walkway.. sitting the coach overseas.. wakin up damned early jus nt to be late for the tour group... even though u're like super tired.. hahas.. i guess will be quite some time b4 i take a plane again... well... i always remember trips overseas.. nice songs today at the airport.. sentimental.. classical.. so soothing.. memories frm those songs .. some old songs i dig at when i was like in primary sch.. hahs..10 years later.. cus & feng.. same place yea.?? hahas.. 17 september. 2016 =)
DJ Sammy - 911 Remix.. kinda sad from the young girl's words..
Taken with my webcam.. hahas.. im at LAS VEGAS
k and now im at raffles place.. beside stamford raffles.. LOL
What a feeling!
so.. an all new brand has been borned - MarBennous . a brand name that carries hopes and dreams of 2 normal human being who is damned interested in design but do not have any proper training in it. It was all thoughts and inspirations from the 2 . Who noes.. one day this brand might turn FAMOUS! hahas.. however.. have to be realistic sometimes. success dont come overnight. working hard is the basic thing to do, and to believe in thyself. Thus. the name MarBennous is borned.. hahs.. it came from a word Marvellous , Then the 2 persons' name. Marcus - Benjamin . so the first 3 letters of the 2 guys were included in the name.. as for nous at the back... well... dunno wad to xplain for them so made up like NERVOUS.. the nous somehow links to it.. hahas... thus.. the name was borned! HAHAHAHA
What a feeling!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
some love is so sweet its like fairytale and u look at the sweetness and u smile aimlessly .. lol... kiss from a rose by seal is a nice song.. and old one.. hahas.. BABY~~ i compare u to a kiss from a rose on the grey~~
What a feeling!
Friday, September 08, 2006
well.. some nice songs recently i heard over the radio and on mtv.. Iris by ronan keating.. I'm not missing you by stacy orrico.. and a few more but cant think bout them offhand.. hahs.. met a pri sch teacher today.. and she was like damn enthu in asking me into her church.. yea and i was like rushing for time but stayed to chat with her.. hahs.. oh.. and i saw a couple break up 2 days ago.. oh man.. tht guy was kinda sad.. i can feel it even though sitting beside.. lol.. keep seeing sad stuffs and listening to sad songs and reading sad articles frm the mag.. lol.. but nah.. im numb to those.. studies are my greatest priority now.. makes me keep my thinkings off from unnecessary stuffs.. hahas.. [ turn off your mobile phone and do something else thats best done alone . Enjoy the quiet ]
this sentence.. somehow.. i feel its me now.. hahs.. im starting to detest my favourite hobby.. POOL.. lol... life is getting better.. im climbing up .. the stairs of life.. hahs.. i fell back a few steps qutie sometime ago.. but im nw back at where i fell.. and im going forward.. though u're still hovering around me... like a spiritual strength and i mean.. PEARLY!! LOL.. i think pearly rocks.. RIGHT XIAOJAR?! its a drink though... not a girl... faints.. and OH YA.. took some real cool pics at tay's house.. LOL..
nice right ?! ... lol.. ok so we were pretty bored.. cause we messed up tay's wardrobe.. lol.. anyway.. getting a lappy soon.. wooo .. can design shirts and craps everywhere.. wahahahaha..
jus a few craps i did recently... it looks like abit small though.. but well.. heck.. aHaha
This is HeartLine..
This is Coth.. [ designed exactly to Jas's taste! .. Cookie + Gothic = Coth ]
Erm jus some flowers.. but e shirt template aabit too wide for the design..
THIS idea came from my surrender shirt.. u noe the back ?? those tht noe me shud noe bout tht shirt.. lol.. jus put my head at the back of the shirt.. looks something like tht.. HAHAHA
This is a Design for a top.. yea.. Vintage was the idea.. but jas said it looked more like Gothic... lol.. anyway.. TAY SAID THIS DESIGN SUCKS.. Bloody asshole.. LOL
This is a drawing of the necklace i wanna get.. yea.. illustrations abit blur.. but roughly can see the idea yea.. its drawn on a RECEIPT at pepperlunch.. hahahaha...
News Report : Town is mass flooded with pretty girls and hot guys! so be sure to get a glimpse of them for this period of time [ the sept hols ] LOL... grab them while stocks last.. hahaha!! SHIWEI ARE U LOOKING AT THIS ?!?!?!
What a feeling!
Sunday, September 03, 2006
lol... airport mugging is cool... quiet and nice SCENERY.. LOL.. studied with cus and feng and feng's cousins.. oh man.. craps.. they r crappy but funny.. lol.. really DROP.. omg.. lol.. and im surprised at 21ST CENTURIES GIRLS.. lol.. take initiative like its their job.. cool.. brave sia.. omg.. lol... tht guy shud be like WHAT THE FUCK?!!??!?! lol.. anyway.. familiar faces at e airport.. damn.. and studied pretty well for e night.. though kinda tired.. hahs.. cus u shud cut ur hair =x SERIOUSLY
You asked me a question but the answer lies in you
U asked me if i love u but
Do you remember
why i walked on water for u
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have u ever wondered
why i gave three wishes to u
What a feeling!